Friday, March 19, 2004
STUPID
i haf a
stupid fren
who wanted to do sth
stupid
and really did sth
stupid.
it made me haf
stupid tots,
making me
stupid too.
but i'll stop being
stupid
cos it's
stupid to b
stupid knowingly.
i'm not a
stupid girl!
random thoughts at 7:42:00 AM
Sunday, March 14, 2004
got 3rd for k1 500m under19.. damn happy cos i din expect to win anything in sdba. hahaz.. but actually i only won by a little. really whacked lyk shit in the end. just damn glad i din really rock alot in the finals :) q sian dat i din qualify for 250m under19 cos i was tilting n rocking at the end until i almost capsize.. but my timing for 250m open could'v gotten 3rd if i rowed in the under19 finals.. bleahs.. but nvm lah. at least my timing beat those who won me in the heats so it's gd enuf for me
overall, we won the men's under19, women's under19 and men's open titles. yong said it's the 1st time we won the treble in sdba. hahaz.. he seems q pleased so dat's gd. hope we can repeat dis feat in july during nats schs.. my aim's the thrash whoeva's faster than me now. it's not going to b easy lah i noe.. but i'll train hard n try my best lor.. damn tired but feel q satisfied with myself n the team's performance :D
NJCANOEING ROX!
random thoughts at 7:33:00 AM
Thursday, March 11, 2004
finally dropped lit officially on tues.. was really damn happy abt it cos lit sux but now i feel damn sian.. haf sdba competition tmr n i suck lyk shit at sprinting. gonna get thrashed by every1 else n yong's going to box my head off.. damn demoralised n discouraged. really dun feel lyk rowing in sdba but i dun haf a choice. if i capsize, i think i'll just drown on purpose n die on the spot lor. haiz..
howhowhow?! now i'm freaking out alr den how am i supposed to keep calm n row tmr?! every1's telling me to just go and whack my heart out but i really cannot make it lor. wad the hell.. dowan to disappoint myself n my teammates but i think i will.. haiz.. damn suckified.. :(
"Trials, temptations, disappointments -- all these are helps instead of hindrances, if one uses them rightly. They not only test the fiber of character but strengthen it. Every conquering temptation represents a new fund of moral energy. Every trial endured and weathered in the right spirit makes a soul nobler and stronger than it was before." --
James Buckham
"Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome while trying to succeed." --
Booker T. Washington
"Take the most difficult challenge you are now facing and turn it into the greatest opportunity to grow simply by changing how you see it. Dead ends then become turning points." --
Bob Perks
random thoughts at 6:00:00 AM
Saturday, March 06, 2004
Too Lost in You - Sugababes
You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)
Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
oooh
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)
ooh ooooh
Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby, baby
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you (too lost in you)
oooh
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep (no,no,no)
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
random thoughts at 7:55:00 AM
Friday, March 05, 2004
walked peiling home from 6th avenue 2day.. hahaz.. damn shuang. walked for 2hrs 25mins altogether. next time she'll walk me home. haha.. enjoyed the really long walk cos we did alot of catching up on the way.. really damn glad our frenship's still going v strong after so many yrs. she's my oldest best fren! known her for 8+ yrs alr.. dis the 9th yr, so it means we'v been gd frens for half our lives! hahaha.. realised dat no matter how long we'v not been talking much, put us 2gether again n we'll still b able to talk abt anything n everything under the sun.. feel v blessed to haf a fren lyk her :)
random thoughts at 7:24:00 AM
